Friday, May 1, 2009

A prose

I didn't purposely make it a prose. It just... happened to be one.

Every moment at school I'm studying or reading.
If I'm not listening to the teacher, then I'm doing my own work.
When there's no teacher, I'm studying.
When it's recess, I'm studying too.
And that's because I have nothing else to do.
I can't say I'm having fun at school.
It's making me feel very nerdy.
And it's boring.
I've finished studying, so I'm studying the same thing over and over again.
It's not the issue with studying. I have no problem with that.
But studying as an alternative to not getting bored?
It's making me feel like a robot.
I went skating on Monday.
It was like the best time of my life in sooooo long.
But after that, it was awful again.
It's not so much that I don't like studying.
I just have nothing to do.